A couple of weeks ago, we wrote a “Personal Constitution”; a
list of three things that we will never do, and three things that we will
always do. I had no idea how soon that list of items would be put to the test.
I have always prided myself on my integrity. I would rather
get in trouble for telling the truth than skate by on a lie. It was just natural
to put integrity at the top of my list. I didn’t even give it a second thought.
Until this week.
I am really struggling in one of my classes. It’s presented
in a style that is just not compatible with my learning style. We are half-way through, and some of the
assignments may as well be in a foreign language. We had a project due on Friday
and I was in BIG TROUBLE.
The assignment was on an Excel document with tons of
different formulas and formats. One of the stipulations was that we could not
ask for assistance from anyone but the instructor. I read the directions, I
asked for additional assistance from the instructor, I watched the tutorial he
provided so many times I think I have it memorized. I googled, I watched
YouTube videos… I was still lost.
I have a good friend who is a master at Excel! She can take
any reporting issue and come up with a way to make it make sense in Excel. I
have never been so tempted in my life! I thought that I could create the
document and then just have her take a look at it to make sure I was on the
right path- what harm could that do? If this were truly my own business, I
would have the ability to run things by a second set of eyes… Then my thoughts
kept going. What if I just did MOST of the formulas, and then asked her to help
me with the more difficult ones? I would still be learning, and that was the
purpose of the class isn’t it? As I stepped back and saw the slippery slope I
was considering, I was shocked at how fast my plan of action almost became a
reality!
The wisdom if the personal constitution has never been so
clear. Today, I may simply be asking for help with an assignment, but once that
line has been crossed, it’s only a matter of time before it becomes easier to
rationalize other things.
No, I didn’t ask my friend for help; but I DID ask for some
additional time which was granted- there is always a way to get the job done
and keep your integrity intact! Although this lesson may have not been on the assignment list for this week, I still think it was the most valuable one I learned!